2 more days to the arrival of Mr 2005
A final entry before 2004 ends...What are my resolutions for Year 2005? Seriously, i haven't really given it a thought but i guess, the most important resolution is to spend more time with my family. Sis spoke to me for an hour this morning..she expressed her displeased regarding my behavior towards the family. Have i change? I seriously don't know...I just don't want to comment too much whenever we argue...To me, it is to prevent a 'bloodshed'...to her, i am simply 'bo chap'....She did say something which really hits me hard...
'You are now trapped in your own world..everything that you do revolves around you...You only want to make yourself happy....you are self-centered...'
Well...maybe she is right...my life is in such a mess that whatever happiness that comes knocking on my door, i just grabbed it...Guess i really want my happiness badly...too badly till i had unknowningly try to attain it at the expense of other people's happiness...=(
Umm...hope 2005 would be a fresh start to everything...It's just 2 more days...well..couldn't start my first dance lesson yesterday due to some minor problem on Marc's side..however, we did made a trip down to the dance school to 'see see look look'...Pretty cool...We missed the hip hop dance but saw the Street Jazz..it wasn't so bad...Wily was kind of impressed with one of the gals in the class..well...erm..she caught my attention too..but in a more negative way...sorry dude!! Met Charles...their sec sch friend...Actually, i am kinda impressed that Marc and Wily are still contacting their ex-St Gabriels school mates pretty frequently...guess i am the exceptional man...Meeting Mel and gang is like a yearly event..some exceptions include bbqs or meeting bfs of whoever who have just gotten attached...Other than that, we don't really contact unless someone is in trouble..
Well..this is getting rather lengthy again...think...i'ii write my new year resolution tmr...haha..Oh ya...it is Eileen's birthday tmr...i seriously wonder when can i pass you the present man...pretty absurd rite? Guess what, keeping presents for half or one year later is the norm among us...even if the presents ends up rotting in the wrapper..we wouldn't know...=p
A final entry before 2004 ends...What are my resolutions for Year 2005? Seriously, i haven't really given it a thought but i guess, the most important resolution is to spend more time with my family. Sis spoke to me for an hour this morning..she expressed her displeased regarding my behavior towards the family. Have i change? I seriously don't know...I just don't want to comment too much whenever we argue...To me, it is to prevent a 'bloodshed'...to her, i am simply 'bo chap'....She did say something which really hits me hard...
'You are now trapped in your own world..everything that you do revolves around you...You only want to make yourself happy....you are self-centered...'
Well...maybe she is right...my life is in such a mess that whatever happiness that comes knocking on my door, i just grabbed it...Guess i really want my happiness badly...too badly till i had unknowningly try to attain it at the expense of other people's happiness...=(
Umm...hope 2005 would be a fresh start to everything...It's just 2 more days...well..couldn't start my first dance lesson yesterday due to some minor problem on Marc's side..however, we did made a trip down to the dance school to 'see see look look'...Pretty cool...We missed the hip hop dance but saw the Street Jazz..it wasn't so bad...Wily was kind of impressed with one of the gals in the class..well...erm..she caught my attention too..but in a more negative way...sorry dude!! Met Charles...their sec sch friend...Actually, i am kinda impressed that Marc and Wily are still contacting their ex-St Gabriels school mates pretty frequently...guess i am the exceptional man...Meeting Mel and gang is like a yearly event..some exceptions include bbqs or meeting bfs of whoever who have just gotten attached...Other than that, we don't really contact unless someone is in trouble..
Well..this is getting rather lengthy again...think...i'ii write my new year resolution tmr...haha..Oh ya...it is Eileen's birthday tmr...i seriously wonder when can i pass you the present man...pretty absurd rite? Guess what, keeping presents for half or one year later is the norm among us...even if the presents ends up rotting in the wrapper..we wouldn't know...=p
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