A new Beginning
~~ Your mind is wandering. The quality of your efforts is slipping noticeably. If you cant snap out of this, at least step away from dangerous machinery. Turn it off for a while or let somebody else take over. ~~
This is my horoscope for today from the copy of Streats. Pretty accurate thou. I just cant focus my work and this is bad. I have just been given my 2nd assignment. Had a 2 hour meeting with my supervisor and Mr Handsome. Haha..i was still telling jun they all that I’ve finally saw some ‘light’ in SAP…apparently, all the super duper handsome guys r stationed a@14floor and they are all foreigners lor…n I m just not interested in foreigners. Anyway, I am trying to go against my horoscope. =) Guess that was what dad meant by ‘a rebellious nature in me’. When ppl say go left, I go right. When ppl ask me to do this, I’ii do the opposite despite the fact that they are correct. I guess I just dun like to be told what to do…unless being forced…
Well…it has been 2 days since Alvin left..hope he is doing fine thou...pretty cold in China now…hmm…I always thought that singlehood can get pretty lonely. I have been proven wrong by my friends! Just 2 days after joining the bachelorettes club, my schedule seemed packed man…started hanging out more often with my friends…n I even have activities on weekends..so dAD, no worries…u wont have to ask me that qn anymore coz I shd be planning my Sundays outings with friends from now onwards…n…dun worry abt me having no bf…I dun intend to have one now…need some time to enjoy my singlehood and erm…it will also get pretty unfair to the guy in my 2nd relationship (if any)…I dun wanna hurt another person again…=)
Hmm…I just kept pondering over this, ’ Why would ppl get jealous or to put it in a nicer way, envious? I know it all involves the human mind. This is one complicated psychological problem.and it is something that I can never comprehend.. Pretty intellectual stuff..I think Eileen might have studied this in her psychology course..Oh ya ppl..just to do a little advertising here..IF you need to see a psychology in future, say abt 5 years later, come to me ya…well…I guess jealousy is part and parcel of life..it all depends on how u can control and handle it.. well…I know of a gal who is going through this stage of jealousy or envious situation…she is infatuated with Mr Bachelor apparently..but…her feelings for him were never revealed..she just doesnt want to.. well..her gf was also infatuated with him and somehow, they are progressing well… anyway, her gf and Mr Bachelor looks compatible in every way… After much thinking, she decides to back off and leave it to fate to decide her future..even if Mr Bachelor gets hitch one day, she would never ever reveal her feelings and would silently wish him well… I m not sure if this is love?............................................... ^_^'' nah.. cant be.
Btw..i might be taking up hip hop and r&b lessons soon…my wish have finally come true man..i’ve aleways wanted to learn that since year1, unfortunately, no one wanted to join me..n now, I m so damm fortunate to have a friend who shares this similar interest as me..i cant wait for class to start man!!!! Guess time will pass much better this way…=)
PS: I didn’t go against my horoscope after all….damm…I just realized that I’ve been blogging for so long…wah…my 2nd assignment..!
~~ Your mind is wandering. The quality of your efforts is slipping noticeably. If you cant snap out of this, at least step away from dangerous machinery. Turn it off for a while or let somebody else take over. ~~
This is my horoscope for today from the copy of Streats. Pretty accurate thou. I just cant focus my work and this is bad. I have just been given my 2nd assignment. Had a 2 hour meeting with my supervisor and Mr Handsome. Haha..i was still telling jun they all that I’ve finally saw some ‘light’ in SAP…apparently, all the super duper handsome guys r stationed a@14floor and they are all foreigners lor…n I m just not interested in foreigners. Anyway, I am trying to go against my horoscope. =) Guess that was what dad meant by ‘a rebellious nature in me’. When ppl say go left, I go right. When ppl ask me to do this, I’ii do the opposite despite the fact that they are correct. I guess I just dun like to be told what to do…unless being forced…
Well…it has been 2 days since Alvin left..hope he is doing fine thou...pretty cold in China now…hmm…I always thought that singlehood can get pretty lonely. I have been proven wrong by my friends! Just 2 days after joining the bachelorettes club, my schedule seemed packed man…started hanging out more often with my friends…n I even have activities on weekends..so dAD, no worries…u wont have to ask me that qn anymore coz I shd be planning my Sundays outings with friends from now onwards…n…dun worry abt me having no bf…I dun intend to have one now…need some time to enjoy my singlehood and erm…it will also get pretty unfair to the guy in my 2nd relationship (if any)…I dun wanna hurt another person again…=)
Hmm…I just kept pondering over this, ’ Why would ppl get jealous or to put it in a nicer way, envious? I know it all involves the human mind. This is one complicated psychological problem.and it is something that I can never comprehend.. Pretty intellectual stuff..I think Eileen might have studied this in her psychology course..Oh ya ppl..just to do a little advertising here..IF you need to see a psychology in future, say abt 5 years later, come to me ya…well…I guess jealousy is part and parcel of life..it all depends on how u can control and handle it.. well…I know of a gal who is going through this stage of jealousy or envious situation…she is infatuated with Mr Bachelor apparently..but…her feelings for him were never revealed..she just doesnt want to.. well..her gf was also infatuated with him and somehow, they are progressing well… anyway, her gf and Mr Bachelor looks compatible in every way… After much thinking, she decides to back off and leave it to fate to decide her future..even if Mr Bachelor gets hitch one day, she would never ever reveal her feelings and would silently wish him well… I m not sure if this is love?............................................... ^_^'' nah.. cant be.
Btw..i might be taking up hip hop and r&b lessons soon…my wish have finally come true man..i’ve aleways wanted to learn that since year1, unfortunately, no one wanted to join me..n now, I m so damm fortunate to have a friend who shares this similar interest as me..i cant wait for class to start man!!!! Guess time will pass much better this way…=)
PS: I didn’t go against my horoscope after all….damm…I just realized that I’ve been blogging for so long…wah…my 2nd assignment..!
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