I feel so lazy. NuA
I feel so lazy. NuA-ing man!
Procrastination becomes my forte suddenly. Whatever happened to the hardworking me?Damm. I just cant focus on my codings. And as you know, coding aint that easy. I nearly died learning ASP. And now, JSP. Ya, i gotta die twice. Oh damm, what's with all these 'dying' words? I am feeling, somewhat, weird now. I hate it when i cant expressed myself, my feelings. You know what, i feel like biting someone now.
Okay, this sounds like cannibalism. But nah. I am not eaing human. Got quite a pack schedule ahead. SAP has a major event next week. And i have to help out in the coordination. Sounds interesting laaaaa. Interim report to be due on 6th Feb. I've to start early and no, i am NOT being kiasu here. Apparently, a gentleman has approached me for help to draw his UML diagrams, both Interim and Final reports respectively. Mr Goh Cher Wee, you owe me one. No, two actually. But if you fail your UML, we are quits cause i would have failed mine too.
Thanks to Wenjie for sending me the Jay-z and Linkin Park songs. You see, it's good to have friends who share the same interest as you. Yes, LINkIN PARK rox! =)
Just a lil' continuation from my previous entry. Eileen, you should know me well enough that i would never ever reveal my feelings to the person that i like. Does JL and DA ring a bell? I remembered Jess drawing comics of them. It suppose to be a bitter-like feeling but the way Jess drew was so damm funny. I still keep the comics btw. =)
Procrastination becomes my forte suddenly. Whatever happened to the hardworking me?Damm. I just cant focus on my codings. And as you know, coding aint that easy. I nearly died learning ASP. And now, JSP. Ya, i gotta die twice. Oh damm, what's with all these 'dying' words? I am feeling, somewhat, weird now. I hate it when i cant expressed myself, my feelings. You know what, i feel like biting someone now.
Okay, this sounds like cannibalism. But nah. I am not eaing human. Got quite a pack schedule ahead. SAP has a major event next week. And i have to help out in the coordination. Sounds interesting laaaaa. Interim report to be due on 6th Feb. I've to start early and no, i am NOT being kiasu here. Apparently, a gentleman has approached me for help to draw his UML diagrams, both Interim and Final reports respectively. Mr Goh Cher Wee, you owe me one. No, two actually. But if you fail your UML, we are quits cause i would have failed mine too.
Thanks to Wenjie for sending me the Jay-z and Linkin Park songs. You see, it's good to have friends who share the same interest as you. Yes, LINkIN PARK rox! =)
Just a lil' continuation from my previous entry. Eileen, you should know me well enough that i would never ever reveal my feelings to the person that i like. Does JL and DA ring a bell? I remembered Jess drawing comics of them. It suppose to be a bitter-like feeling but the way Jess drew was so damm funny. I still keep the comics btw. =)
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A brief summary of my 'Infatuation' history. Peeps, i came from IJ-girl schools ya. So expect the EXPECTED. Ever since i grad' from STC, so many peeps have been asking me the same question. Yes. My answer to the question on peep's minds. I WAS a crooked in the past. It aint my fault k? It was the environment and peer pressure. The super pathetic guys network that i had contributed too. 'Once a lesbian, always a lesbian'. This is a very huge misconception that some peeps have. Yes, i used to belong to these groups of outcasts in the society. But now, Madamoiselle here is a 'straight' person as i learn to appreciate the existance of guys. Ya, some guys may be jerks but there are still others who are really nice to me. Namely Wei Xin, Bingyu, Marcus, Cher Wee, Wenjie, Ernie, Tse Wei and of course, Alvin. My Alvin btw.
Here is this fact to prove that i am not a girl who goes into a relationship for the sake of fun. I was infatuated with DA for 4 years, and JL for 2 years, NOT concurrently. I am not a flirt. After that, I gave up and became a 'boy-boy'(active), a stage before the 'Butch' transformation. And HJ, i don't walk like KING KONG k? >,<
Well, 4 years after leaving my 'les' life, i am STILL straight. So has many of my 'crooked' friends. I am not ashamed to say that i was a les cause ultimately, i had led a more interesting life than my fellow counterparts. I've seen more. =) I guess girls from all-girl schools tend to be more affectionate. Meaning we don't shake hands, we hug. We would even go to the extend of kissing a girl. Speaking of that, haha, Wen dear, i still remembered 'kissing' you accidentally at Double-o i think. I sweared that it was really an accident. =x
Adventurous. That's what we would be. When i am in one of my crazy moods, anything is achievable to me. "Miss Wendy" is one example.
Okay okay. I've revealed enough of my past. Nuff said.
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