Sick sick and still sick....
Sick sick and still sick....
I hate my phelgm man...it's irritating, disgusting and above all..ultimately yucky!! damm..it's the virus...the stupid virus that goes around destroying people's wonderful life..but i am gonna heck..just wanna look forward to the dance class on wednesday...hope nothing is screwed up...i am trying to stay positive...stay positive...stay positive...
well...went for a mini shopping spree today...i used to think that it is impossible to shop alone..to many people, somehow, partners (regardless of guys or girls) are a must to give opinions and stuff...if that is really true..i must have done the impossible..afterall..i learn to trust my own style and if people finds my dressing weird, it's just too bad cause ultimately, it is MY own style...
After Alvin left or even during the period before he left, i have been skipping lunch actually...i don't really shop..somehow, time seemed to pass faster when i walked around orchard road...i've to admit this..i was pretty unstable that time..i didn't wanna talk to anyone; didn't wanna go home; didn't wanna eat...
Depression was what i had suffered...a mild one i guess...somehow..no one knew it...i didn't want to let anyone to know anything too...ya..i am selfish...seriously, i only care to be selfless towards others...but, ironically, i don't want people to be selfless towards me...i don't know why...i feel that it is not necessary...just not necessary...
The tag board is not working...damm it...i'ii give you one more day...if it is still not up by tomorrow..i'ii make sure that 'you' get replaced by chatterbox..humpf!!!
I hate my phelgm man...it's irritating, disgusting and above all..ultimately yucky!! damm..it's the virus...the stupid virus that goes around destroying people's wonderful life..but i am gonna heck..just wanna look forward to the dance class on wednesday...hope nothing is screwed up...i am trying to stay positive...stay positive...stay positive...
well...went for a mini shopping spree today...i used to think that it is impossible to shop alone..to many people, somehow, partners (regardless of guys or girls) are a must to give opinions and stuff...if that is really true..i must have done the impossible..afterall..i learn to trust my own style and if people finds my dressing weird, it's just too bad cause ultimately, it is MY own style...
After Alvin left or even during the period before he left, i have been skipping lunch actually...i don't really shop..somehow, time seemed to pass faster when i walked around orchard road...i've to admit this..i was pretty unstable that time..i didn't wanna talk to anyone; didn't wanna go home; didn't wanna eat...
Depression was what i had suffered...a mild one i guess...somehow..no one knew it...i didn't want to let anyone to know anything too...ya..i am selfish...seriously, i only care to be selfless towards others...but, ironically, i don't want people to be selfless towards me...i don't know why...i feel that it is not necessary...just not necessary...
The tag board is not working...damm it...i'ii give you one more day...if it is still not up by tomorrow..i'ii make sure that 'you' get replaced by chatterbox..humpf!!!
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