Love. ><
Love. Told Wen before that i won't blog about it ever. But it seems so hard. =p
Sometimes, we just have to listen to our heart. True Love. I have always thought I knew what it is. But no, I am seriously clueless. I have seen and heard of countless 'true love' from my gfs but somehow, i am not convinced.
Visualize this. Boy A likes Girl B. Girl B likes Boy C.
After a long while, it changed. Boy C --> Girl B --> Boy A
It became a reverse cycle. The cycle of love. Seriously no one wants to be in this and i certainly wanna break out of it. It's torturing.
Two theories of mine about love.
1) The person that love ya the most AINT the person you love the most. The scale of love is never balanced between couples. Trust me. This is true.
2) The person that you married is someone who happens to come into your life at the right place and at the right time.
3) And lastly, the more emotional individual in the r'ship would be the one getting hurt. As for this theory, i copyrighted it from a friend.
Sad but true. Well, there are definitely exceptions of course. But am i fortunate enough to witness this? I thought i could but no. Sis and ZW broke up. 4 years of relationship and in a split second, it just ended. Sis and i spent years trying to pursue stable relationships with them but, the results were not what it should be. It was a mutural breakup between them but i know deep down, Sis is hurt. She haven't cried tho and it's freaking me out. I must have scared the hell outta' my mom when Alvin left. I was behaving as tho nothing is happening. Y'know, this character just runs in the family blood. Sis is like that and she is WORSE k? Wei wei, my dear sis, kindly burst out if there is a need to k? I'ii prepare the pail and tissue paper. And most importantly, i'ii hide all the knives. Haha. Just kidding la.
I remembered having a conversation bout' relationships with Kevin. We were touching on the topic of 'breaking up'.
Kevin : Your wrists??
Me : What the???
Kevin : Good. No scars.
Me : -_-"
Kelvin dear, i WONT attempt suicide because of a guy. Really. I treasure my life too much. I am narcissistic remember. Haha. No guys in my life? Then be it. It's not the end of the world. =)
I don't expect anyone to wait for me cause ultimately, i aint ready. And most importanly, it is an
inconsiderate act. No one should deprive anyone the freedom to move on and to love.
As for sis, she has been receiving tons of messages from friendster. Frankly speaking, some guys @friendster are, well, yyyuuuuucks. I mean, someone of a high calibre like sis surely deserve better. =)
Psst peepz, any handsome, educated and nice personality bros to intro? Tag me ya. =)p
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