My feelings.
Note:
There is a possibility that you would read my entry. Yes, you did apologise to me for your actions. I accepted it. But that would not stop me from blogging about my feelings towards this incident. Just to let ya know that you are NOT totally at fault for what happened. I have a part to play too.
I have been hurt. Not just emotionally but physically too. My feelings? I was at a loss of what to do when it happened. And that was the second time that i turned my back on someone and walked off. I didn't wanna stay there. When that incident happened, my first thought was to go home for i know that home is the place where i would be safe. Safe from harm. Yes, the damage has been done. It would take some time for me to cool down, so pardon me when i don't wanna see ya for a time being.
To tell ya the truth, i am scared. Awfully scare.
Sis felt that i was a lil' grumpy this morning. I was feeling angry. And i think deep down, she was also calling me a "grumpy bear". Y'see, i always called dad a "grisly, grumpy old bear" cause basically,
he is a grumpy person!
I don't think i am being rude to dad. Really. But think it's retribution. I became like him too. >,<
Been trying to complete my system. Deadline this friday before my last assignment shall be assigned to me. To put it simply:
I am stressed out.
The degree of stress at SAP aint lesser than FYP. In fact, it's the same. Was having dinner with Marc, Tref, Jerome and gang on monday. Heard some peeps making fun of Jerome cause he behaved weirdly when coding his group's DB. Trust me peeps.I knew exactly how Jerome felt. That wassssss stress. =)
To friends who have approached me for help on coding. For just this week, i am not able to help fully due to my assignment. My apologies for that ya. SOrry =p
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