Don't buy earrings for me at any occasion unless you're willing to splurge on a pair for sensitive ears. Prolly that might cost ya 20 bucks and above.
My ears have been bleeding non-stop. It is pretty serious this time round. Cause' i've filled up my bin with blood-stained tissues last wed. Hope my ears don't fall off man! Drats! >,<
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Met up with Min and Fang yesterday. Feeling extremely disppointed that Hj cant make it. Well, she has her own problems to settle. I shalln't probe. Fang initially wanted to leave at 10.30pm. She was still on her way to Bugis at 8pm.
Oh boy, that was one of the few times that i've seen Min behave like that. She was so so disappointed. Not that i was against anything, but seriously, it was a rare gathering. It's just so unfortunate that not everyone was present. And to think i thought i could stay out late yesterday and do the usual biaatching with my fav lasses. Perhaps next time. Just next time.
Well, yesterday was the night that i fully comprehend Min's situation. Her lonliness when everyone of us was attached in the past. I admit. I was really committed into my relationship in the past. Friends were never one of my top priority. Prolly the bottom few actually. Wei Xin ever commented on Min meeting her secondary school friends so regularly. It was as though her poly friends don't exist. I found the reason to it.
Her poly gfs were attached and they simply have no time for her.
I don't blame her for turning to her secondary school friends first. When i was with Alvin,my life was him, him and just him. Yes, my social life dropped drastically. No one was to be blamed but myself. I didn't keep a good balance of my life.
Yesterday night, i assured Min this. If i were to ever have a 2nd relationship, i would never neglect my friends. Yilan has ever gave me this testimonial in friendster, stating my capability in juggling between studies, relationships, family and friends.
She was wrong.
I actually failed in terms of friendship. But i did learn from it tho. Now, my Sundays changed from 'bf-day' to 'gf-day'. Oh ya, my sis 'single' status does help to a certain extend too. I like to drag her to town for a day of retail therapy. Shopping that is. =p
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Mel's birthday today. 30 April. She is off to Malaysia so prolly, aint reading my post. But never mind tho. 9 years of friendship. Knew her since P5. I think she was sitting behind me during class. Was in the same CCA as her, AVA-club. My official CCA was tennis actually. Don't know why the heck did my P5 teacher arrange for me to join AVA.
Anyway, we grad and went on to Saint Theresa's Convent. Boy, secondary school was the time when we had our biggest fight. Our friendship was greatly strained. Hot-tempered Leo + Stubborn ol' Taurus = No World Peace. (^^)v We got into the same class in Sec 3/4. I sat beside her. Worst arrangement cause everything worsen. In the end, Eileen has to switch places with Mel. Haha. I knew Eileen had this really bad impression of me. But it soon changed. Luckily*
Anyway, Mel constantly draw pics of everyone of us in class. Some were pretty realistic. Others looked kinda distorted. Sorry mel, i have to be honest! As for me, i absolutely love doodling on my textbooks and on my table. Yes, i vandalized my table with "Pentel Correction Pen'.
Gone were all those days. She went to NYP and Eileen, SAJC. We led our own lives. Meeting up only twice a year. That few hur. =) But that was just the norm. Well, poly has now ended. She would prolly be pursuing a degree in Computer Sci at University of Adelaide. An overseas UNI stationed in SG.
And yes, we would be heading our different paths again. =) Gal, study hard ya. And have a Happy 20th Birthday baby. =)
|11:59 PM|
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
- I simply adore Evanescence's songs.
The effects of clubbing haven't worn off from yesterday's zouk session. I still feel like dancing. Strange.
Drank quite a bit. At zouk, paying 42 bucks for 2 jugs of housepours is definitely NOT a smart move. Hence, decided to get Long Island Tea instead. Recommended Submarine to Cher Wee. Oh, he hates it. But it aint my fault man. =p Cheryl recommended apple shots. Don't ask me what it is but it does taste good tho.
Been drinking quite alot within this month. At the chalet, i drank 2 and 1/3 cups of alcohol. Fortunately, none were the weird mixes. Just normal vodka with mug.
Okay, i am burning my liver again.
|2:57 PM|
Yes, online mediums like friendster, wholivesnearyou or msn are great source of widening your social network. But are these mediums really used for such thing? Sadly, no. I don't deny that some online friendships are genuine. But just how many?
And i am not ashamed to say this. My msn list has only 41 peeps. I guess that is few as compared to my gfs. On my list, i knew every single one of them personally. None are strangers. I simply don't appreciate any tom, dick or harry adding me. Yes, it does happens. But I'ii just blocked them.
Just yesterday, Sis had a new acquaintance in her msn list, davidinlove@hotmail.com Add him at your own risk. He sucks by the way. Everything seemed normal initially. I lost my cool when he typed stuff like this.
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David : Oh. I like your pic.
Sis : Thanks.
David : PHOTOS?
Sis : ???
David : NAKED?
David : (He hand-drawn an explicit graphic of some activity. Cant draw here tho. PG-rated.)
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Come on, do we look like porn stars to you? And certainly, I have low tolerance for such guys anyway.
adul_infomanage@hotmail.com ------> Another horny bastard.
Few months back, i knew a guy. Thought that he was a nice person. Nopee. I was wrong.
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Idiot : What you doing now?
Me : Busy. Have some friends over my house to do project.
Idiot : Guys ah?
Me : Ya.
Idiot : Not fair. I also want to go your house do project.
Me : (Siao) What project?
Idiot : B-project.
B-Project = Baby-Project
Me : (frown) WHAT YOU TALKING HUR?!
Idiot : er...nothing nothing =)
Me : Okay, bye bye.
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I changed his name to 'Idiot' on my phone list. Think his name tainted my list and poor friends whose names are before and after him. "Hwee Eng" and "Ivan" respectively. Nope. I don't contact him anymore. Shalln't waste my time.
That's why i adore decent boys. Someone who would give me the respect that i wanted. Those jerks mentioned above have simply nil respect for women.
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There are just so many alternatives to choose from if a guy is deprived.
1) Singapore has a place for you hungry wolves out there. It is called G E Y L A N G. You can hand-picked your potential sex-mate. Wide variety of countries to choose from: Thailand, Vietnam, China, Cambodia and even India! Not bad. Price range pretty affordable. Think the cheapest starts at $40. But hey, you do get what you pay for k? So careful of AIDs and STDs tho.
2) Continue to search from the internet. Some girls are willing to sell their body for a fee. The Straits Times was reporting on this issue by the way. But beware of underage girls. Caning shall leave you with the possibility of being impotent.
3) With just a few mouse clicks, you can navigate to many pornography websites. Don't think you need to pay for anything. But i silently pray that the viruses crashed your computer, jerks.
4) One night stand. Easiest and free. But looking at the guys mentioned above, this alternative is quite tough for them. No, i shalln't blame you for looking like faggots.
5) And lastly, the easiest, cheapest and AIDs-free option. D-I-Y lor.
Get it? If you don't and still ask me lewd questions, kindly do me this favour.
Stop whatever your doing. Go out of your house door. Take a lift up to the highest level. Walked to the edge of the building. Spread your arms and do a dive down.
I'ii look for ya in hell in 2080.
|7:18 PM|
Why the use of the word 'concocting'?
Well, basically the drinks that the guys mixed are rubbish man. They just mixed whatever they like. Someone added the HL Banana Milk and hence, causing the formation of residue. To put it simply, it looked like vomit. I sweared everyone's face screwed up when the first person was made to drink that concoction. Damm yucky and poor Cher Wee drank 2 cups of it. Haha.
But no reports of any diarhhoea tho. =)
Lotsa photos taken but i am just uploading one.
And this brings me to the next person that i wanna pay a tribute to, Coreen dearest.
Been in the same class with her for 2years. Wasn't that close to her last time cause she always hangs put with Hj. And I kept laughing at her for wearing green. Constantly calling her stuff like lizard, chameleon or whatever that is green.
Okay, it's bad karma. Pretty recently, I began to L O V E green too. Now, she laughs at me instead. Damm! Well, we both have a passion for making handicrafts. That is our common interest. Also, we adore fine boys. Boys with unique personality that is.
Many people kept asking me on her 'Single' status. Everyone thinks that she has high expectations in boys. But no. She just haven't met him yet. Seriously, why go into a relationship for the sake of being attached? It just doesn't make any sense.
Yes, she is an independent gal. Doesn't need to rely on boys. And i think i am becoming like her too. Just imagine this. I was spending practically almost everyday with her for a period of time. How could i not change? =p
Well, other than sis, she is the second person to know almost everything bout' me. I knew i can confide in her bout him. At times, she cant help much. I don't mind cause' all i wanted was just a listening ear.
She is protective of me. I knew that. At times, she does have the intention to take revenge for me. Gers are revengeful souls hur. =) I stopped her. Cause the revenge aint worth it and most importantly, i wont want her to get hurt.
This ger here constantly surprises her friends with gifts. Up to date, she has given me 2 packets of famous amos cookies, 2 tau-huey and 1 Adidas cap. Y'know, all these small lil gifts are enough to brighten up my day. Thanks gal! Love ya lots. =)
|10:22 PM|
Just cleared my drawers before going for chalet. And i found this. My personal diary.
It has soo much 'tangible memories'. The box is threatening to "pop" up if i don't secure it with rubber bands.
Yes. I do have a diary, containing my most intimate thoughts. As well as my "memories", like receipts, notes or tickets, etc. Yup yup, i am a sentimental fool. =)
Ultimately, diary is still the best. Just recently, i found a rather torn and tattered exercise book. All wrapped up with the 'Holy Angels' prints on them. (I was from a Convent school by the way) And seriously, i never knew where i got that gift-wrap from. -_- Prolly from my IJ school bookshop.
The 1st entry dated back to 22 July, 1995. As you can see, i love cursive writings. Hence, the curly-wordly entries. I think i failed my punctuation. I have so many commas. Never knew when to stop.
Invitation was spelled as Invititation
Training ... Tianeing
Tournament ... Tournmnant
Dilly-Dallying ... Dilly-Dailing
Duh. I failed my spelling too!
And so on. My 1st entry was 4 pages long. Really wondering what the hell i was writing man at a tender age of 9.
My first diary
I don't believe that i actually put the page no. in my diary. Saw the date? I aint bluffing k? =)
Page 2.
Page 3.
Page 4. I always signed off at the ending of any entry and still do, with my current diary. Except that i don't write " The End " anymore. =p
|1:29 PM|
No pics from prom. Lazy to upload. But you can try navigating to my gfs site. They have place the pics there.
Prom was O-KAY. It was rather 'unhappening'. Pretty normal stuff like crowning of Prom King/Queen and some games. Guess the highlight of the nite was the emcee, Frankie Teo. He was damm funny. Min and i nearly choked on our food on a couple of times. Consequence of laughing while eating. Nah, we're still alive tho. =)
Anyway, i think our BIT guys did look good. Most wore blazers and shirt. And ladies wore gowns and dresses. Mostly black and pink.
Lotsa photo-taking. I didn't bring my camera. Don't have actually. Haha. And even if i do, don't think i can slot into my clutch baggie. Jon came with his super power cameo. Damm big but pictures would definitely turn out good. Yes fang, i owe you one. And Jon, stop zooming the pictures leh. Very pai sei leh. =p
Headed to black after prom. Gosh. I was too shagged to dance. Picture this combination.
Tired body + 2-inch heels + a pretty tight corset dress = "Siao."
Not a smart move to wear prom dress to club. And yeapo, i danced bare-footed in the end. Heels were so high that i can see almost every guy on the dance floor. Okay, i am exaagerating but seriously, Singapore guys are a lil' short. =p
It have been a long time since i heard Sonique's song at Black. It was gr-eaaat. I love it. =)
Stayed at Black till 5+am. And headed to Marc's hotel room with Tref, Tao, YiJun and Donavon. Didn't know they book a room for prom. All the guys were damm shagged. And i found a nice cosy area to rest while waiting to go home. =)
Anyway, I would usually be home in the wee hours of the morning, like 4+ to 5+am. Yesterday was really different. The sky was already bright when i reached home. It was like, 7.20am.
Well, Prom would be the second last event of NP before Graduation 05'. Everyone shall be heading off their seperate ways. Prolly only keeping in contact with the peeps you are close to. So i can anticipate that my friends network in poly shall reduce greatly after prom. But then again, i am just thankful for these 3 years of wonderful memories that NP has given me.
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There is this particular lady whom i wanna pay a tribute to.
My 'fashion consultant', Emily.
This gurl below is my dearest coreen aka min.
Tada! My 2 sweeties. =))
On the 22th of March 2005, dearest Emily sent me a mail. Containing different kinds of prom dresses. I was shocked that she actually found all these pics for me tho.
That following monday after the end of attachment, we went to the tailor at far east. Gotta get a 1.5m cloth to make the dress. And y'know what, this lass here actually accompanied me all the way to Arab street to get the cloth. I knew nuts bout' cloth. Hence, Emily did all the askin' and stuff. And of course, the shop owners and tailor thought that she was the one wearing the dress. Imagine the shock they received when Emily revealed that the dress was for me. =p
Anyway, we spent lotsa time at town. Constantly going to the tailor. Emily gave lotsa suggestions. That's why i called her my 'fashion consultant'. Even on prom nite', she was willing to drop by my house at Clementi to do the make-up and hairstyle. (She lives at Ang Mo Kio by the way.) I guess the least i can do is to return her nice gesture. Still thinking tho.
Hah. And i think she is going to SMU too. But we would just be school-mates cause she'ii be taking Information Systems and i, Business Managment.
Whatever it is, thanks, sweetie for all the help. Your gestures have certainly touch the heart of yours truly. =)
|10:31 PM|
That's what i have been drinking everyday. Yes, i am obsessed. Don't know why. I just cannot sleep without drinking these stuff. Oh, am i sick?
Alritey. I aint a Narcissistic. I am not. I am not. =)
No more pics of me. Shall put up something else. Regretted not taking a pic of that beautiful canine that was wandering around below my flat. It was a golden retriever by the way.
And y'know what, it hugged me. Aww. *sweet sweet* But still, i prefer my Dino. Wonder how this pooch is doing. Must be thinking of some horny stuff and speaking of that, i don't think he has any mate yet. -_-
I guess my next entry would be bout' prom. Prolly not, depends on how the prom goes.
Anyway, i am not really active on msn now. Been hanging around town, scouting for prom stuff. Yes, i am taking prom really seriously. =)
After all, it would be my last event at NP, not counting graduation tho. Hope it'ii be good. Shall put up the pics, that is if the pics are good. =p
|2:52 PM|
Of course i came with her fav beard papa cream puff. To sis, me accompanying her would mean two things. I am either:
An angel - Maddie sits quietly at the computer and blog.
Or
A devil - Maddie starts prancing around in the office. Constantly irritating and annoying her darling' sister. As well as playing with her camera phone and stealing her snacks.
But, Sis just cannot complain cause' she has the company of Maddie. Teehee. =)
Working hard and ignoring me. And y'know what, she was working hard on her MSN!
Still ignore me.
Finally KO. Knocked out. And what time it is? Coming close to 12mn. @_@
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Watched House of Fury. Pretty funny show. And guess what, there were some screenshots of Madagascar, an upcoming movie. I'ii be catchin' that. Anyone? =) Let me know ya.
It never fails to amaze me on how i can ever meet a friend for 2 consective days. Bumped into Melissa Ho at Lido on Sunday and PS today. =)
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Talk bout' my fav topic. Guys. A friend mentioned this to me today. Just to quote from him.
"The standard of Singaporean guys just cannot make it. But girls are getting better."
I had to agree with him on that point. Maybe to him, he was meaning the physical appearance. But to me, it was more of the guy's personality. I have my fair share of guy friends. And i do admit this. At times, i do observe how they behave. Especially their gentleman behaviour which to me, is a critical point. Well, i can't exactly tell ya all what i like in a guy. But i can identify what i DON'T like in a guy.
1) Flirts. I simply hate them! Ironically, flirts with quality are fine with me. But what i detest are those flirts who are basically, yuuccks. I have a 'live-example' and he irritated the hell outta me! Damm!
2) Guys who thinks that they are handsome but in fact, they look like pigs or bob-dogs. I didn't have anything against bob-dogs in the past until i found someone who resembles that cartoon character. Double damm!
3) Guys who aint gentleman. These people are as goods as pigs. Oink!
4) Egoistic and MCP. Guys who thinks that females are the weaker gender and generally, calls us the little women behind every men. Sucks. I'ii touch on this topic in time to come.
5) Abusive guys. This is one which i totally hate. No women should ever, EVER receive any sort of abuse from guys.
Nuff said.
|11:46 PM|
I love it. =))
|12:42 AM|
He must be thinking: "Why have i given birth to an "Umbrella Destroyer?"
The disgusted look never left his face and i knew instantly, my answer couldn't convince him. And guess what, he went all the way to the market opposite my house and bought me a Japanese brand umbrella. ^_^ I used that umbrella for the first time today. And y'know, i nearly broke my record of spoiling th 3rd umbrella. But it aint my fault. The rain at bugis area was too heavy.
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Suppose to meet a friend for a movie but it was cancelled due to a last minute engagement on his side. Didn't know what to do for a moment. After pondering for a long long while, I decided,
to go for a haircut. =)
my friends commented that : 'I am very damm free'
Well, since i was already out, might as well spend my time outside than go home rite. Went to the Jantzen at Paradiz. Yes, why go all the way there for a haircut when there is a branch much closer to my home? Mainly because Justin have been posted to that branch. And i trust no other hairstylists but him. I used to dislike him pretty much in the past cause' he just love to criticize my mane. And certainly, i don't tolerate such nonsense from people. Hence, at any chance i have, i poked fun at him too.
That was like, a few months back already. He made things worse when my mom went for a trim at his salon. Mr Justin actually told my mom that i have a very rebellious nature, etc. Sucky guy. But a haircut session today finally changed my perception of him. I was hanging out at Bugis when it started to rain. Blamed my supidity for not alighting at Doby Ghaut station. At least it's nearer to Paradiz. It was a huge struggle walking through the rain, thunder and wind. As i walked past 'GuanYing Miao'/ Temple of Goddess of Mercy, i was pleading with the gods to stop the rain or at least, change the rain to a drizzle.
Nope, it rained even HEAVIER instead. -_-" Someone up there just don't like me. Wahhh.
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I was drenched and my new japanese brand umbrella, erm, nope, it haven't spoil, yet. Just looked like it's gonna give way any moment. My dad would kill me man. I entered Jantzen, armoured with my defensive shield as well as my usually handy and almost imaginary dictionary with venomous words in it. Nah, i didn't have to use my dictionary. He was nice to me. And now, i am just returning his nice gesture by doing a lil' advertising for him.
5 Years of experience working at Jantzen. He is only 21 this year by the way. (Pretty young hur.) He is from JB. Customers range from young people like me to loyal aunties of age 40+.
A word of caution: Justin is a rather blunt and tactless at times. Alritey, let's just be nice. He is only being honest about hairstyles. And he is a taurus. Oh, am i outta point? =p
Nevertheless, here is his number, 65138800.
My pics. Yes yes, i can hear you all saying this to me: "What's the difference?"
My dearests, the diff is "I have fringe. I have a lil' fringe. Goddamit, can't you see?"
Okie fine, i am bo liao. Shoot me.
Guess where this is? My sis office! And time? 11.15pm and i am there, accompanying her through her late nites. Bought her a nice packet of fried noodles for dinner. Who says i am mean? =)
|11:00 PM|
Nice? =)
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