Ever resisted changes in your life?
I did but failed.
Changes are there for several reasons.They made us learn, adapt, grown up and be independent. Changes, however, also make an individual melancholic, depressed and confused. Being a rather optimistic gurl, I would chose the former.
When i was 12, i couldn't accept the fact that i was graduating from Kellock. Silently wishing that time would stop and letting me enjoy my days with my P6 Cherry gurls. Yes, my class was called 'Cherry'. =)
I aint kidding. Mel can vouch for that cause' she was in the same pri and sec as me.
I struggled with my own feelings and accept this change. Moving on to Saint Theresa's and experiencing the worst 4 years of my studying life. Fortunately, the last few months with mel, eileen, jess and cindy were good. We were peaceful.
I was 16 then.
Now that i am 19, i still couldn't really accept the fact that poly has ended. 3 whole years of tertiary education. Accompanied with unforgettable moments with friends, those lectures and tutorials, fyp presentation, thailand trips, endless hours of coding, chalets, bbqs, atrium, sandwiches and project sessions at the libraries.
If given a choice, i would turn back the clock on three occasions.
- My chalet with my t08 / 1t23 friends.
- The fyp presentation on October 2004 + A zouk outing with Emily, fang, coreen and gang. That day was pretty memorable course' Mister Goh was so drunk that he went outta' control of himself. =) And, it was also this day that i met him.
- The chalet with Yijun, Weixin, Marc, Greg and etc. Particularly enjoyed the Indian Poker part and Greg strumming the guitar, singing bout' a certain someone.
Those days were were fun. Really fun. It makes me never wanting to grow up. Yes, i found it hard to adapt to new things. I wanted things and people to remain as they were. But of course, that is not possible. Babies grow up to become adults. Old plants die to allow new ones to survive. Weather changes to suit the existing climates. Personality changes to cater to society.
Every hour, min, sec and even milisecond is a change to our life.
Well, one of my hammies died this morning. I am trying to treasure the other surviving one. Y'see, people always tells us to treasure the things around us. Who actually does that? Not many i suppose. Yes, i admit. I am guilty of this too. But i am really trying.
Hammy
In time to come, i would have to accept a new change in my life. By blogging now, i may seem prepared for it. But when that day comes, i seriously donno how i would actually behave.
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