Is your heart being controlled emotionally or logically?
Mine used to be the former. Hence, that explained my 'clinging-on-over-possessive' behaviour in the past. And it often portray an individual to be very irritating and weak emotionally. However, when i managed to curb my emotional feelings and turned logical, i appeared fierce, firm and cold-hearted.
Well, sometimes, one can be so torn between trying to 'behave-the-right-way' (logical) and 'behave-what-you-are-really-feeling' (emotional). I am always a victim of such situations.
No doubt i have always try to maintain a positive outlook in life, but in such cases, i prefer to remain pessimistic. Not that i wanted to but do i have any choice? I always tell my gfs this. If the 2 solutions hurt, you'ii just have to pick the solution that hurt you the least.
Yes, i am listening to myself. Playing Aunt Agony to others has always been my forte. Now, i can safely say this. I am able to play aunt agony to myself.
I read this quote in the Sunday Times i think.
"When you help others, dont think of getting repaid by the same person. Coz very often, somehow somewhere, help would be given to you most unexpectedly. Sometimes even by strangers. Angels are everywhere.
I love the last sentence. =)
Just yesterday, i chance upon this 'angel'. His name is Tan Chye Huat - tch. Hahaha. I think a couple of people in the Batch 85 are potential poem-writers.
- Poem by tch.
When troubles come your soul to try,
You love the friend who just stands by.
Perhaps there's nothing she can do,
The thing is strictly up to you.
For there are troubles all your own,
And paths the soul must tread alone.
Times when love can't smooth the road,
Nor friendship lift the heavy load.
But just to feel you have a friend,
Who will stand by until the end.
Whose sympathy through all endures,
Whose warm handclasp is always yours.
It helps somehow to pull you through,
Although there's nothing she can do.
And so with fervent heart we cry,
God Bless the friend who just stands by.
Passable? Hope you shine in life for God..Stay gorgeous ehz..chillz~~
Note: look here tch, i am shining! =)
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Here is my poem in return.
Angels angels, you are everywhere.
Kindly bless my friends who are always there.
No doubt not all are present physically.
But i can feel them emotionally.
Yes, constant changes occur in my life.
Forcing myself to adapt them is as good as going under the butcher knife.
But, does life gives you any choice?
Sadly it doesn't. So might as well treasure the things we have and rejoice.
Well, changes does make me stronger.
Causing me to be weak no longer.
Most importantly, Thank you my dear friend.
For the things you did, a friendship was born in the end.
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Okay, i think i am in my poem-writing craze. But then again, it's always a blessing to know that there are people who still cares. Thankew dude! =)
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