I simply hate the virus or whatsoever illnesses that struck all my beloved friends. Suppose to meet up the 2 lasses today. Eileen, however, suffered from bad tummy cramp. Hence, our meeting was cancelled today. I was disappointed of course. But things do happened tho. I blamed no one.
Seems to me that everyone caught the fireworks. Almost all actually. I didn't. It was boring. And i didn't even watch NDP on the tv. Was away in slumberland. That was a mistake. I couldn't sleep later on. Shucks!
Anyway, boredooom-ness gotten over me and i did the usual. No, i don't count sheeps. In fact, counting sheeps seemed like the silliest thing to do. You'ii be even more awake. Read all my smses on my handphone tho. 128 messages in all. Still keep one message that was sent by him on 20 February 2002. Yes, i love keeping messages. My memories. I am a sentimental fool remember. I love to read and reminisce.
The 128 messages included the incident that occur from late 2004 till Feb 2005. As i read through the messages again, it felt so realistic all of a sudden. Seemed like it has just happened. But no, that took place almost 10 months back.
Prolly i was hit by a bout' of deja vu. Whatever it is, that was a bad memory. Something which is best to be left forgotten. Anyway, we are all living our seperate lives. With him getting attached to someone new, it only proves that he has move on. Why shouldn't i? =)
Lala. Counting down.
2 more days.
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