The novelty for everything is wearing off.
Clubbing.
Blogging.
Everything is a ultimate S-I-A-N. Weird isn't it? At the moment, it all seemed so bland. So black/white. So grey. Where have all the colors went to? I donno. Sucks.
Yes, i know i am repeating stuff like an ah-ma. But i am still gonna say this : "Clubbing is a big time *YAWN* now." On top of that, it is wasting my moolah. Kesh is so right about this. An expansive hobby, no doubt. Having to deal with the smoke, the drunkens, guys full of raging hormones at the clubs and those tee ko peks is definitely tough. In fact, as what some people calls it, clubbing is a temporary euphoria, involving booze, sex and lotsa dirty dancing. So why the hell do i still love it?
i donno.
When i revealed to people that i do club, their reaction is always the same: flabbergasted. And that simply amuses me to no end. Strange isn't it? What if i also reveal that i does bar-top dancing at devil's bar? Hahaha. Would anyone believe me too?
Next up, blogging. Just read all my entries when i first started out last year. Everything was soooo infantile. And if you actually notice, my bloggy doesn't have archives. Simply because i don want to live in the past anymore. Blogging was rather interesting initially. Now, it's definitely losing its novelty. My entries used to be read by friends only. Now, everyone reads it. And somehow, to a small extend, i feel that blogging has become rather, commercialize? I donno this too. Just an assumption tho. Many people begin blogging for entertainment. Some tries too hard. Really too hard. I don't see the point writing to please the crowd. What's wrong with writing for some specific people like your friends and love ones?
Whatever it is, blogging just aint like before. Nuff said.
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