I bled on saturday night.
In fact, i bled too much. Carelessness on my part. Causing the cutter to slice right through my left index finger. I think that portion of the skin was sliced off. Lemme just put it this way. When it happened,
I froze.
I really did. Prolly my reaction was rather slow. It took me a few seconds to realise that my blood was dripping. Mom freaked out. Dad was still asking me, "Why are you so careless?"
I know he was concerned but i went "Duh, how do i prevent carelessness right." The wound was small but deep. It really hurts man. Washed the wound under cold running water. Shucks. Think my mind went haywired. Why would running water stop the bleed? Dang! That was the first mistake.
I remembered someone telling me to press against the bleeding area. And the second mistake, I used tissue paper. Shucks. I forgot tissue absorbed. And ya, the tissue happily absorb my blood for a whooping 45 minutes! I sat at my sofa, stoned.
Third mistake. I got up the sofa abruptly. And yes, i saw flashes. The next thing i knew, i blacked out. Sort of actually. Didn't want dad to know that i was near blacking out. Managed to walk to the bedroom. It was a struggle alright. Dad and mom didn't suspect anything though. Luckily.
Anyway, i think i damm suay la. Of the many things that happened to me recently, i am just gonna mentioned this. AL came over on saturday night for supper. We talked alot. I do miss the good ol'days though. (:
In fact, i bled too much. Carelessness on my part. Causing the cutter to slice right through my left index finger. I think that portion of the skin was sliced off. Lemme just put it this way. When it happened,
I froze.
I really did. Prolly my reaction was rather slow. It took me a few seconds to realise that my blood was dripping. Mom freaked out. Dad was still asking me, "Why are you so careless?"
I know he was concerned but i went "Duh, how do i prevent carelessness right." The wound was small but deep. It really hurts man. Washed the wound under cold running water. Shucks. Think my mind went haywired. Why would running water stop the bleed? Dang! That was the first mistake.
I remembered someone telling me to press against the bleeding area. And the second mistake, I used tissue paper. Shucks. I forgot tissue absorbed. And ya, the tissue happily absorb my blood for a whooping 45 minutes! I sat at my sofa, stoned.
Third mistake. I got up the sofa abruptly. And yes, i saw flashes. The next thing i knew, i blacked out. Sort of actually. Didn't want dad to know that i was near blacking out. Managed to walk to the bedroom. It was a struggle alright. Dad and mom didn't suspect anything though. Luckily.
Anyway, i think i damm suay la. Of the many things that happened to me recently, i am just gonna mentioned this. AL came over on saturday night for supper. We talked alot. I do miss the good ol'days though. (:
|10:44 PM|
Hey Keshia, I'ii prolly be writing a long reply. So might as well post up a new entry. (:
I guess there was a lil' misunderstanding regarding friday's clubbing session. I was pretty interested in clubbing at Zouk on friday. Coreen was suppose to join. Unfortunately, due to an engagement on her side, she couldn't. Alas, i lost the mood to club tho. In addition, a friend was telling me that Zouk was quite packed on Wed. I would expect fri to be much worse.
I did sms Mz, asking him if he wanna change the venue. But i didn't suggest Indochine tho. I know how troublesome it'ii get buying tickets at the last minute. Hence, Indochine would be the last place i'ii go. (:
In my previous entries, you might be able to tell that i am kinda stressed up with my school work. Thus, i am really looking forward to clubbing sessions where i can enjoy myself and dance the night away with my gfs. So Zouking on that fri night gets kinda hard to fulfil my intentions for a good clubbing session.
And don worry, if i were to be going for any party, i'ii inform you in advance. Seriously, i dislike last-minute stuff. It gets too rushing tho. And yes, i fully understand the frantic-ness that you had on fri. It was a terrible feeling.
Sweetie, pardon me if my entry appears defensive ya. Just wanna clear up the misunderstanding (if any). And i never have the intention to go Indochine. I guess Mz was mistaken. I am so so sorry that you have to call up your friends to get tickets for me. ):
|3:09 PM|
Shucks la. Suppose to go Zouk yesterday before the closing. But was stuck with my homework. And fang came down with sudden rashes. Postpone it to next wednesday actually. But, Zouk shall be closing this week.
Dammit!
Monday was raining really heavily. I was stuck in school for a while. Rather afraid to walk in the rain. Ya, prolly i was being silly. Just afraid of getting struck. Remember my neighbour who was killed in an explosion 10 years back? The incident still stings man. Anyway, i finally plucked up my courage to walk through that raging storm. You know what gave me the motivation? Food. (:
My archive.
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That was not all. At night, i witnessed this phenomenon at my HDB block. Okay, i am exaggerating. Not exactly a phenomenon but an unusual sighting. The dogs at my area carpark were barking so loudly. For that moment, i thought they were fornicating or simply saw some individuals who had obviously AWOL from Hell.
Nopee. There were 5 strays crowding between 2 stationary cars. They seemed to be dragging something out from the underneath of the vehicle. One of the dog bit onto that and all left the area. And yes, that was a cat.
It somehow reminded me of the lioness biting her cubs gently on the neck in the show Animal Planet. But whatever that was happening was far more vicious. Sis went hysterical. I didn't know what to do though. Yes, shocked, terrified and traumatised are words to describe us that night. For those who think we are making a big hullabaloo over the dead cat, just ignore my entry. You aint animal lovers but we are.
Sis was so concerned about the cat that she went down to the carpark. Fearing for her safety, i tagged along. Brought that tacky-looking sharp umbrella. It wasn't long before i discovered the carcass. That cat lay lifelessly at the carpark. Its eyes were still opened. As though it was still in shock. Prolly died of heart attack too. The neck was obviously broken.
It was traumatising la. Quite a cruel act. The strays disappeared though. We never found them. And i doubt i would want too. My running speed aint as fast as them. Maybe my brolly can help a lil'.
*Yawn*. Time to hit the books. Au revoir.
|5:22 PM|
Ever experience the feeling of waiting for an sms or a call for 10 hours?
I did. And i felt stupid. Really.
Yes, i could have just made a call straightaway. But if i were to call everytime, i'ii have jolly well wasted my 1000 free sms from M1. I aint a last minute person. I do plan things ahead. Some smses that i sent may not require urgent attention. But a 10 hour wait is the ultimate. Goodness.
Duh. I am digressing.
When guys mentioned that they simply don understand women, i would have to agree with them. I don't even understand the creatures of my own species.
As always, i am sandwiched between two conflicting parties. Being pretty neutral to the situation, I am still on talking terms with the two of them. I don't judge remember. Unless it's absolutely necessary.
However, i was kinda disturbed by one of the girl's behaviour. Met her few weeks back. She treated me coldly. And yes, almost immediately, i saw that imaginary barrier that she created between us. Well, that was an impact though. Yes, i don't deny that i am on better terms with the other party. But that behaviour simply irks me.
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Prolly i am heading to Zouk before its closure for renovating. Wednesday that is. Cheaper. Fine, i am a cheapo. Shoot me. And yes, Min passed her driving! (: Wonder when she will get her virgin ride. I don't mind riding with her. Gonna bring a helmet though.
|8:47 PM|
Monster in the making.
The father of the all hammies.
Here i introduce you, Mr Fluff.
To some extent, he looked like a porcupine to me. Either that or the fluffy dude has been struck by some lightning, causing his fur to grow outwards. Mom and dad are highly amused by his outward growing fur. They were still asking me if i could help trim it off. Darn. Rule Number 1. No trimming fur off hammys. What he needs is a comb!
Goodness. I seriously wonder what have my dearest mom and dad have been feeding them. I know sunflower seeds cause obesity in hammies. He is getting fatter anyway. Sigh. Hammy needs an exercise.
The growing stage of hammys is so highly interesting that i could just put aside my books and stare at their cage, observing their unusually hyper behaviour.
They just lurrveee snuggling up to each other.
Sweet right? But they males leh.
This male hammy just love to sleep. Once, dad fed them dinner. (that was before we separated the males and females) The hammys created a stampede in the cage. All scrambling over this poor sleepyhead. That pig continue snoozing away. (: He is just cute la. I love him.
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And yes Serene, it is simply NOT enough. We gotta meet up more often kk. I'ii bring you for a SMU tour. (: Hope you're feeling better babe. I caught the flu-bug. Sucks! I'ii be seeing you soon k. <3
|9:21 PM|
I am getting muscular alright. Shucks. It is definitely an arm-exercise that went all wrong. It suppose to tone, not gimme muscles. Prolly i might start running again. But i no shoes leh. I think the sole of my Nike running shoes are still floating at the pond of Chinese Garden.
Friday's SMU bash was still alright. Except for that pageant. It was a big Yawwwwnnnn! Boring. I was late tho. Suppose to meet Wei Wen and his friend at 9.30pm. I arrived at 9.45pm. The entrance at Pacific Plaza was so packed. To be honest, i havent seen such crowd in ages.
EVeryone that i know kinda boycotted Black. I think Black has change its target audience: The Indians. The DJ kept playing so many Indian songs. For a moment, i thought i was at Mustafa. Anyway, Roy and Yijia left kinda early. It was a pity la. Thought we can all go for supper or what after the session.
To be honest, i think the bash seems better than my birthday party. SUcks. That's a sad case. But it's okay, I am still in search for greener and yummier pastures. Serene, lets go MoMo alright. Any thurs would be good for now. I have no class on fridays. Haha.
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|10:38 PM|