The love issue
"What is love?"
This question has been asked many times. I'ii still stick by my answer though. Self-sacrifice. Happiness. An indescribable feeling of connection. To me, chemistry is certainly not enough.
I really won't know how to put that feeling into words. As i said, it's indescribable. I have much chemistry with many of my guy friends. So am i suppose to fall for them? Hell no. But i know of one who gave me that feeling. Yes, that was love. I knew it.
I never believe in love at first sight. That is, for my case. If that happens, it's purely lust. Alright, this is my own opinion about myself ya. Not applicable to other lasses out there. Yes, i don't believe. But that doesn't mean i'ii be judgemental to others who has encounter such attraction.
I know of a couple who started off their relationship with the "love-at-first-sight" attraction. They got married 3 months later. (Read: Not shortgun marriage) And to date, they have 3 kids and are happily married for 10 years. Nothing is impossible, alright.
Yes, after much have happened in my life, it is obvious on who still wanna keep in contact with me. And i know of friends who shalln't confide in me anymore. They just kept saying that i don't understand them.
In the first place, you don't even wanna say much. How the hell am i suppose to understand. I really wanna help. But can i? I don't like the idea of probing too much. To me, i'ii leave it to you to speak up. But when all fails, i can only silently observe you and use my intuition (which always fails me) to sense if you are going through any rough patch.
Do you know how tiring it is? Can you imagine this. I am tired trying to be a good friend to all. Yes, Uni is getting really tough. I am struggling to keep my sanity, as well as stopping myself from slipping into depression. And i won't wanna suffer from a series of possible heart attacks with those frequent outbursts of my temper.
At times, i do need someone to fall back on. Someone to be with me when i crumble. Someone that i could be physically, emotionally and mentally attached to. Someone who can just make me happy. Seriously, i just don't know how to fall in love anymore. You have left an extremely huge impact on me.
My wish for last year's Xmas was : I just wanna be happy.
My wish for 2005 Resolution : I just wanna be happy.
My wish for this year's 20th Birthday : I just wanna be happy.
Such a simple wish. So darn hard to achieve.
This question has been asked many times. I'ii still stick by my answer though. Self-sacrifice. Happiness. An indescribable feeling of connection. To me, chemistry is certainly not enough.
I really won't know how to put that feeling into words. As i said, it's indescribable. I have much chemistry with many of my guy friends. So am i suppose to fall for them? Hell no. But i know of one who gave me that feeling. Yes, that was love. I knew it.
I never believe in love at first sight. That is, for my case. If that happens, it's purely lust. Alright, this is my own opinion about myself ya. Not applicable to other lasses out there. Yes, i don't believe. But that doesn't mean i'ii be judgemental to others who has encounter such attraction.
I know of a couple who started off their relationship with the "love-at-first-sight" attraction. They got married 3 months later. (Read: Not shortgun marriage) And to date, they have 3 kids and are happily married for 10 years. Nothing is impossible, alright.
Yes, after much have happened in my life, it is obvious on who still wanna keep in contact with me. And i know of friends who shalln't confide in me anymore. They just kept saying that i don't understand them.
In the first place, you don't even wanna say much. How the hell am i suppose to understand. I really wanna help. But can i? I don't like the idea of probing too much. To me, i'ii leave it to you to speak up. But when all fails, i can only silently observe you and use my intuition (which always fails me) to sense if you are going through any rough patch.
Do you know how tiring it is? Can you imagine this. I am tired trying to be a good friend to all. Yes, Uni is getting really tough. I am struggling to keep my sanity, as well as stopping myself from slipping into depression. And i won't wanna suffer from a series of possible heart attacks with those frequent outbursts of my temper.
At times, i do need someone to fall back on. Someone to be with me when i crumble. Someone that i could be physically, emotionally and mentally attached to. Someone who can just make me happy. Seriously, i just don't know how to fall in love anymore. You have left an extremely huge impact on me.
My wish for last year's Xmas was : I just wanna be happy.
My wish for 2005 Resolution : I just wanna be happy.
My wish for this year's 20th Birthday : I just wanna be happy.
Such a simple wish. So darn hard to achieve.
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