Ever experience sending an sms and realising that you had also receive the same message a few sec later?
Ever experience cutting your index finger on your left hand and realising that she had also suffered the same injury that day?
Ever experience the craving for a certain food and realising that he has the same craving that very moment too?
Ever experience picking up the phone to dial his number and realising that your handphone is ringing? Shown on the display screen was his home number.
That is telepathy. Seriously, i never trusted those in the past. Simply because it didn't happened to me. But now, i do. It is just too amazing. The above incidents, except for the finger cutting, happened so many times that i have lost count. Weird isn't it?
We took neoprint. And i think he looked fabulous. Didn't decorate much as i am quite a dope at those high-tech japonei machines. okay, iam sooo outdated.The last pose was suppose to be a candid shot. A for-fun shot. He just freaked out when the machine selected that picture. We ran outta time by the way. (:
Yesterday morning, i received this perverted call. To all out there, please,
don't call and make me guess your identity! I think this is plain stupid. That dude started the conversation by asking me if i had school and such. Was thinking if that was one of my guy friend. Yes, iam quite a retard at identifying voices. So i stalled for time by talking more so as to find out who he was.
That was when the conversation started to get perverted.
Anonymous: You really donno who i am?
Maddie: Er, no. I can't recall.
Anonymous: I kiss your boobs before.
Maddie: You what?!!
And that ass repeated his sentence. I just went all silent alright. He
continued the conversation.
Anonymous: And you blow for me before.
Maddie: I don't do such things k!
I became real silent after that. That made him end the conversation as i also mentioned earlier that i had to head for work. He said he would call again. Iam waiting. If this caller happens to be someone whom i knew, iam gonna grind this chicken into mincemeat!!
Perverts. Alright, Alvin was mad. Who wouldn't? Initially i thought he was the one who played that trick on me. Anyway, a flashback on what went on last week. A lil' delayed though.
Cindy left on wednesday to Brisbane. We reached around 8.30pm. Mel and Eileen were already there. We all had a short chat. Took a couple of pics. It was no teary affair. That was good yknow. As usual, Mel and Alvin bickered. And that makes me laugh. (: Cindy's parents were so curious about Alvin's occuption that for a moment, i thought that they were my parents! Haha. Anyway, we didn't stayed for long as all of us have school and work the next day.
Upon reaching the airport. I just looked pregnant la. And Cindy getting cheeky in front of the cam!
Group picture. The last before Cindy flies off.
Tim and Alvin joining us. His ash-green hair damm outstanding can. Think that was the pic where everyone smiled till their faces cramped. That person was not that familiar with the functions. (i think) Can't remember who took the pic though.
Mel was really embarrassed. There was a sudden boom of tourist. And Alvin was taking quite a while adjusting the cameo. Mel had this sneaky suspicion that he was out to sabo her. Haha.
Goodbye Cindy and Tim. We will see you both soon. Hopefully in Aussie? (:
Ever experience cutting your index finger on your left hand and realising that she had also suffered the same injury that day?
Ever experience the craving for a certain food and realising that he has the same craving that very moment too?
Ever experience picking up the phone to dial his number and realising that your handphone is ringing? Shown on the display screen was his home number.
That is telepathy. Seriously, i never trusted those in the past. Simply because it didn't happened to me. But now, i do. It is just too amazing. The above incidents, except for the finger cutting, happened so many times that i have lost count. Weird isn't it?
We took neoprint. And i think he looked fabulous. Didn't decorate much as i am quite a dope at those high-tech japonei machines. okay, iam sooo outdated.The last pose was suppose to be a candid shot. A for-fun shot. He just freaked out when the machine selected that picture. We ran outta time by the way. (:
Yesterday morning, i received this perverted call. To all out there, please,
don't call and make me guess your identity! I think this is plain stupid. That dude started the conversation by asking me if i had school and such. Was thinking if that was one of my guy friend. Yes, iam quite a retard at identifying voices. So i stalled for time by talking more so as to find out who he was.
That was when the conversation started to get perverted.
Anonymous: You really donno who i am?
Maddie: Er, no. I can't recall.
Anonymous: I kiss your boobs before.
Maddie: You what?!!
And that ass repeated his sentence. I just went all silent alright. He
continued the conversation.
Anonymous: And you blow for me before.
Maddie: I don't do such things k!
I became real silent after that. That made him end the conversation as i also mentioned earlier that i had to head for work. He said he would call again. Iam waiting. If this caller happens to be someone whom i knew, iam gonna grind this chicken into mincemeat!!
Perverts. Alright, Alvin was mad. Who wouldn't? Initially i thought he was the one who played that trick on me. Anyway, a flashback on what went on last week. A lil' delayed though.
Cindy left on wednesday to Brisbane. We reached around 8.30pm. Mel and Eileen were already there. We all had a short chat. Took a couple of pics. It was no teary affair. That was good yknow. As usual, Mel and Alvin bickered. And that makes me laugh. (: Cindy's parents were so curious about Alvin's occuption that for a moment, i thought that they were my parents! Haha. Anyway, we didn't stayed for long as all of us have school and work the next day.
Upon reaching the airport. I just looked pregnant la. And Cindy getting cheeky in front of the cam!
Group picture. The last before Cindy flies off.
Tim and Alvin joining us. His ash-green hair damm outstanding can. Think that was the pic where everyone smiled till their faces cramped. That person was not that familiar with the functions. (i think) Can't remember who took the pic though.
Mel was really embarrassed. There was a sudden boom of tourist. And Alvin was taking quite a while adjusting the cameo. Mel had this sneaky suspicion that he was out to sabo her. Haha.
Goodbye Cindy and Tim. We will see you both soon. Hopefully in Aussie? (:
|12:47 PM|
Chinese New Year is round the corner. And i have yet to get my clothes fully. Yes, i had set my eyes on a couple of outfit. It's either the clothes were too pricy or it doesn't really fit well. Not that i can't fit but i certainly don't appreciate my jeans or skirts hanging at my waist area. I do prefer hipsters, much to the annoyance of my parents' and my dearest.
The reason for the delay in getting new clothes was also because iam quite broke. Intend to borrow some cash from mom. For your infor, i seldom use mom's money to buy stuff. As much as i hate to work during my course of study at uni, i know i can't. Some faggot lectured me years back. Telling me to cut down on clubbing as my family was working so hard to make ends meet. so damm maddening can. Yes, i still have some allowance from mom for school. But i have my principles. I don't touch her money when i clubbed. It's purely from my savings or my work.
Well, i know i shouldn't let negativity ruin any of my days. Apparently, something happened days back and my emotions ran high. Sometimes, i really want a listening ear. Prolly not many knows how i control my emotions. But darn, it's a goddam tough job. Simply because iam born an emotional lass.
When i think of my 3 good friends, who will be leaving for Aussie very soon,
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i think of Mel, my good friend of 10 years, who will be stationing at Aussie for 2 years consecutively and at the moment, made no plans to return to Singapore any sooner,
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When the lady at IMH relate a story on how one of her mental patients absconded from the hospital and running to a HDB to commit suicide, i thought of my grandpa.
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i thought that i might be losing someone,
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i found out that a good friend judge me, iam so afraid of a similar incident happening.
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i see a bumpy road ahead of us, i thought of my past. A past that constantly serves as a reminder for me to be strong.
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i realized that i didn't received the support i needed in my most vulnerable,
i didn't control.
The reason for the delay in getting new clothes was also because iam quite broke. Intend to borrow some cash from mom. For your infor, i seldom use mom's money to buy stuff. As much as i hate to work during my course of study at uni, i know i can't. Some faggot lectured me years back. Telling me to cut down on clubbing as my family was working so hard to make ends meet. so damm maddening can. Yes, i still have some allowance from mom for school. But i have my principles. I don't touch her money when i clubbed. It's purely from my savings or my work.
Well, i know i shouldn't let negativity ruin any of my days. Apparently, something happened days back and my emotions ran high. Sometimes, i really want a listening ear. Prolly not many knows how i control my emotions. But darn, it's a goddam tough job. Simply because iam born an emotional lass.
When i think of my 3 good friends, who will be leaving for Aussie very soon,
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i think of Mel, my good friend of 10 years, who will be stationing at Aussie for 2 years consecutively and at the moment, made no plans to return to Singapore any sooner,
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When the lady at IMH relate a story on how one of her mental patients absconded from the hospital and running to a HDB to commit suicide, i thought of my grandpa.
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i thought that i might be losing someone,
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i found out that a good friend judge me, iam so afraid of a similar incident happening.
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i see a bumpy road ahead of us, i thought of my past. A past that constantly serves as a reminder for me to be strong.
I feel like tearing but i controlled.
When i realized that i didn't received the support i needed in my most vulnerable,
i didn't control.
I just teared.
|1:15 AM|
It's official.
Serene knows my EVERY secret. And i really mean EVERY can? Stuff that i don't really tell some of close gfs. Not that i don't wanna say. Just that at times, you just wanna tell stuff to people whom you can relate to. And prolly in my entire life, only Serene shares really similar secrets with me. In the way, it's good cause i don't have to worry about friends judging me. AND, we shall have much fun bitching about such topics. (: Yes babe, i have also found a soulmate in you too.
Well, i would say 2005 was much worse than 2004. It felt, bittersweet. 3/4 of last year was quite screwed up. Except for the last quarter though. Yes, with the many problems faced plus this immeasurable amount of stress at smu that left many jaded, i became sucha' tempremental screwed-up bitch. And of course, it became increasingly annoying when the clock ticks so freaking slowly to the end of 2005.
iwontmissyou2005.
Blame it on PMS. iam currently ain't in the right state of mind to blog nice stuff. Sometimes i wonder. Why don't some ladies experience mood swings? He told me that his ex-gfs don't. But why me? I guess it's due to the fact that iam more emotional than others. People tend to view being emotional as a negative trait. I thought otherwise.
Anyway, having the PMS blues ain't doing me any good. I became critical of words. And getting sensitive over what-i-don-even-know. Whatever it is, iam just not thinking straight. So don't attempt to argue or correct me. Cause I think WWIII might just start. Sis is smart. She left me alone for the entire of tonight. (: Thanks.
On the 31st Dec, everyone seemed to be having a helluva good time outside. Partying, drinking and catching the fireworks. Seriously, i wanted to go out BUT can't. sigh. iam so envious can? I know this sounds stupid but going to bed with an "un-smiley" face gotten me this nightmare with him and his ex-girl.
And really, i ought to be shot for blogging such melancholic entry on the 2006. It's just gonna to be one of those days. anyway, it has been a month since we got together.
Happy one month dearest <3>
Don't worry about those sleepy eyes. I think you look fine. You always do by the way (:
Met up with the convent lasses last thursday. I was quite surprised to see Jess la. She kinda disappeared for really long. Well, only her blog has been kept alive. Anyway, we went for dinner at NYDC Weelocks. I guess this is the last official gathering for all 5 of us. Cindy and Mel shall be heading to Brisbane on the 18Jan and 17Feb respectively. And Eileen is leaving on 12Feb to Queens. And my dearest should be going to Tasmania on 17April. Why all leaving? sigh.
You know, that really gotten me greatly upset as the lasses won't be around in these one-two years. And we would all miss each other's 21st Birthday. But still, iam just glad that they are furthering their studies. And would prolly receive their degrees much earlier than i do!! argh. 3.5 more years for me.
anyway, some pics from the gathering. the first pic was actually taken without flash initially. Everything was too dark. Mel on the flash light. And i think, i really glow. gosh.
Eileen with the birthday cake. You know, i have a strong urge to smash that cake into her face. hahaha.
iam gonna miss you all. ):
Serene knows my EVERY secret. And i really mean EVERY can? Stuff that i don't really tell some of close gfs. Not that i don't wanna say. Just that at times, you just wanna tell stuff to people whom you can relate to. And prolly in my entire life, only Serene shares really similar secrets with me. In the way, it's good cause i don't have to worry about friends judging me. AND, we shall have much fun bitching about such topics. (: Yes babe, i have also found a soulmate in you too.
Well, i would say 2005 was much worse than 2004. It felt, bittersweet. 3/4 of last year was quite screwed up. Except for the last quarter though. Yes, with the many problems faced plus this immeasurable amount of stress at smu that left many jaded, i became sucha' tempremental screwed-up bitch. And of course, it became increasingly annoying when the clock ticks so freaking slowly to the end of 2005.
iwontmissyou2005.
Blame it on PMS. iam currently ain't in the right state of mind to blog nice stuff. Sometimes i wonder. Why don't some ladies experience mood swings? He told me that his ex-gfs don't. But why me? I guess it's due to the fact that iam more emotional than others. People tend to view being emotional as a negative trait. I thought otherwise.
Anyway, having the PMS blues ain't doing me any good. I became critical of words. And getting sensitive over what-i-don-even-know. Whatever it is, iam just not thinking straight. So don't attempt to argue or correct me. Cause I think WWIII might just start. Sis is smart. She left me alone for the entire of tonight. (: Thanks.
On the 31st Dec, everyone seemed to be having a helluva good time outside. Partying, drinking and catching the fireworks. Seriously, i wanted to go out BUT can't. sigh. iam so envious can? I know this sounds stupid but going to bed with an "un-smiley" face gotten me this nightmare with him and his ex-girl.
And really, i ought to be shot for blogging such melancholic entry on the 2006. It's just gonna to be one of those days. anyway, it has been a month since we got together.
Happy one month dearest <3>
Don't worry about those sleepy eyes. I think you look fine. You always do by the way (:
Met up with the convent lasses last thursday. I was quite surprised to see Jess la. She kinda disappeared for really long. Well, only her blog has been kept alive. Anyway, we went for dinner at NYDC Weelocks. I guess this is the last official gathering for all 5 of us. Cindy and Mel shall be heading to Brisbane on the 18Jan and 17Feb respectively. And Eileen is leaving on 12Feb to Queens. And my dearest should be going to Tasmania on 17April. Why all leaving? sigh.
You know, that really gotten me greatly upset as the lasses won't be around in these one-two years. And we would all miss each other's 21st Birthday. But still, iam just glad that they are furthering their studies. And would prolly receive their degrees much earlier than i do!! argh. 3.5 more years for me.
anyway, some pics from the gathering. the first pic was actually taken without flash initially. Everything was too dark. Mel on the flash light. And i think, i really glow. gosh.
Eileen with the birthday cake. You know, i have a strong urge to smash that cake into her face. hahaha.
iam gonna miss you all. ):
|12:55 AM|