It's official.
Serene knows my EVERY secret. And i really mean EVERY can? Stuff that i don't really tell some of close gfs. Not that i don't wanna say. Just that at times, you just wanna tell stuff to people whom you can relate to. And prolly in my entire life, only Serene shares really similar secrets with me. In the way, it's good cause i don't have to worry about friends judging me. AND, we shall have much fun bitching about such topics. (: Yes babe, i have also found a soulmate in you too.
Well, i would say 2005 was much worse than 2004. It felt, bittersweet. 3/4 of last year was quite screwed up. Except for the last quarter though. Yes, with the many problems faced plus this immeasurable amount of stress at smu that left many jaded, i became sucha' tempremental screwed-up bitch. And of course, it became increasingly annoying when the clock ticks so freaking slowly to the end of 2005.
iwontmissyou2005.
Blame it on PMS. iam currently ain't in the right state of mind to blog nice stuff. Sometimes i wonder. Why don't some ladies experience mood swings? He told me that his ex-gfs don't. But why me? I guess it's due to the fact that iam more emotional than others. People tend to view being emotional as a negative trait. I thought otherwise.
Anyway, having the PMS blues ain't doing me any good. I became critical of words. And getting sensitive over what-i-don-even-know. Whatever it is, iam just not thinking straight. So don't attempt to argue or correct me. Cause I think WWIII might just start. Sis is smart. She left me alone for the entire of tonight. (: Thanks.
On the 31st Dec, everyone seemed to be having a helluva good time outside. Partying, drinking and catching the fireworks. Seriously, i wanted to go out BUT can't. sigh. iam so envious can? I know this sounds stupid but going to bed with an "un-smiley" face gotten me this nightmare with him and his ex-girl.
And really, i ought to be shot for blogging such melancholic entry on the 2006. It's just gonna to be one of those days. anyway, it has been a month since we got together.
Happy one month dearest <3>
Don't worry about those sleepy eyes. I think you look fine. You always do by the way (:
Met up with the convent lasses last thursday. I was quite surprised to see Jess la. She kinda disappeared for really long. Well, only her blog has been kept alive. Anyway, we went for dinner at NYDC Weelocks. I guess this is the last official gathering for all 5 of us. Cindy and Mel shall be heading to Brisbane on the 18Jan and 17Feb respectively. And Eileen is leaving on 12Feb to Queens. And my dearest should be going to Tasmania on 17April. Why all leaving? sigh.
You know, that really gotten me greatly upset as the lasses won't be around in these one-two years. And we would all miss each other's 21st Birthday. But still, iam just glad that they are furthering their studies. And would prolly receive their degrees much earlier than i do!! argh. 3.5 more years for me.
anyway, some pics from the gathering. the first pic was actually taken without flash initially. Everything was too dark. Mel on the flash light. And i think, i really glow. gosh.
Eileen with the birthday cake. You know, i have a strong urge to smash that cake into her face. hahaha.
iam gonna miss you all. ):
Serene knows my EVERY secret. And i really mean EVERY can? Stuff that i don't really tell some of close gfs. Not that i don't wanna say. Just that at times, you just wanna tell stuff to people whom you can relate to. And prolly in my entire life, only Serene shares really similar secrets with me. In the way, it's good cause i don't have to worry about friends judging me. AND, we shall have much fun bitching about such topics. (: Yes babe, i have also found a soulmate in you too.
Well, i would say 2005 was much worse than 2004. It felt, bittersweet. 3/4 of last year was quite screwed up. Except for the last quarter though. Yes, with the many problems faced plus this immeasurable amount of stress at smu that left many jaded, i became sucha' tempremental screwed-up bitch. And of course, it became increasingly annoying when the clock ticks so freaking slowly to the end of 2005.
iwontmissyou2005.
Blame it on PMS. iam currently ain't in the right state of mind to blog nice stuff. Sometimes i wonder. Why don't some ladies experience mood swings? He told me that his ex-gfs don't. But why me? I guess it's due to the fact that iam more emotional than others. People tend to view being emotional as a negative trait. I thought otherwise.
Anyway, having the PMS blues ain't doing me any good. I became critical of words. And getting sensitive over what-i-don-even-know. Whatever it is, iam just not thinking straight. So don't attempt to argue or correct me. Cause I think WWIII might just start. Sis is smart. She left me alone for the entire of tonight. (: Thanks.
On the 31st Dec, everyone seemed to be having a helluva good time outside. Partying, drinking and catching the fireworks. Seriously, i wanted to go out BUT can't. sigh. iam so envious can? I know this sounds stupid but going to bed with an "un-smiley" face gotten me this nightmare with him and his ex-girl.
And really, i ought to be shot for blogging such melancholic entry on the 2006. It's just gonna to be one of those days. anyway, it has been a month since we got together.
Happy one month dearest <3>
Don't worry about those sleepy eyes. I think you look fine. You always do by the way (:
Met up with the convent lasses last thursday. I was quite surprised to see Jess la. She kinda disappeared for really long. Well, only her blog has been kept alive. Anyway, we went for dinner at NYDC Weelocks. I guess this is the last official gathering for all 5 of us. Cindy and Mel shall be heading to Brisbane on the 18Jan and 17Feb respectively. And Eileen is leaving on 12Feb to Queens. And my dearest should be going to Tasmania on 17April. Why all leaving? sigh.
You know, that really gotten me greatly upset as the lasses won't be around in these one-two years. And we would all miss each other's 21st Birthday. But still, iam just glad that they are furthering their studies. And would prolly receive their degrees much earlier than i do!! argh. 3.5 more years for me.
anyway, some pics from the gathering. the first pic was actually taken without flash initially. Everything was too dark. Mel on the flash light. And i think, i really glow. gosh.
Eileen with the birthday cake. You know, i have a strong urge to smash that cake into her face. hahaha.
iam gonna miss you all. ):
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