mad about cindy and peter
Entry at viewers' discretion. (i seldom spurt vulgarities. Regardless of writing or speech. But those two issues has gotten me so maddd.)
Sometimes, i simply can't understand how some people can forget the existance of their friends when they gotten attached. Yes, iwas guilty of these 4 years ago. But that one year of singlehood got me thinking about the close friends whom i neglected. Gotten me thinking on how they have all stood loyally by my side when iwas in trouble.
That's why in my current relationship with Alvin, friends became our priority in our lives too. Meet ups with Serene, Fang, Jun, Min and Mel (when she was still in SG) keeps me sane and really, all those bitching and girls' talks that we have alway brings me away from my hectic life in school. I believe that at times, moments away from him does the relationship good. And i think he shares the same sentiment as well. We can't possibly leeched on each other every day. That's crazy.
Iknow we are all reaching 21 and fast becoming adults. But really, with his strings of flings and such in the past, you ought to be more careful. As quoted by myself in an email: "To me, if you're gonna neglect your friends for a guy who seemed to be only interested in f**king you, then you're prolly the most screwed-up person in this world. But what can i say, love is blind." Yes, that was harsh but did you know the detriment that your fellow good friend suffer when you subtly threw her out of the room to sleep with your boy? That is so maddening.
Yes, iam angry. But iam so helpless as well that i cant do anything. you're so far away from me. And girl, iam particularly worried about you. Anyway, do call me when you can, yes? imissyou girl.
Digressing to another issue. I just can't stay out of trouble. Or rather, trouble can't stay out of my range. Remember this - entry -?
An anonymous call from someone perverted. It has been too long since he last called. I clean forgot about it until 3 days ago, he called again. He sounded really like diver-Alvin yknow. In addition, that call was a private number and coincidently, Alvin was at Malaysia for his diving course. I mistaken that caller for him as their voices were sooo similar. The conversation started getting dirty and such. iwas a little suspicious but didn't say much. It was until alvin called me on the other line that i realised the truth. By then, that freaking pervert hang up and promised to call back on friday evening.
I chose to pick up his call the next day. Just wanted to find out his identity before slamming the phone on him. And you know what, he was DIY-ing while on the line with me. Telling me stuff like: "When i shower this morning, i can visualise you standing behind my back, showering me." That is so ewwww. Anyway, i only managed to get some redundant and useless infor outta' him. He lives at upper bukit timah. Working adult and he claimed that we had some intimacy with me and that is the ultimate bullshit! Iknow i could have just hung up or don't pick up his call. But iam curious about his identity can?
I convinced myself that it was some kind of a mistaken identity and hung up when he was still talking. As expected, he called me back twice. Freak! I didn't pick up though. And yknow what, he messaged me. I took a double-look at the identity of that pervert. Lemme' put it in this way. I got the biggest shock in my entire life. It was actually an ex-colleague of mine. I met him a year back. Yes, he did try to date me but i rejected. I mean, hello, you're only 10 years younger than my dad. You can be my father man! Whatever it is, iam so traumatised by the entire affair. Sickening. Alvin is so ready to slam his fists into his f**king face.
I met up with jun and fang last friday. As quoted by darling jun: "Everytime when i read stuff like girl attracting older guys, i will think of you." Duh, i think i can get along better with older guys. And in case you're wondering, Alvin is 28 this year. And i don't think that's old alright (: I tried to date guys close to my age but it just didn't work out. Too bad. Anyway, thanks Fang and Serene for being there when i needed you girls. I was so shaken on wed's night that i just have to sms you ladies at 1am.
iloveyoubabes <3
Sometimes, i simply can't understand how some people can forget the existance of their friends when they gotten attached. Yes, iwas guilty of these 4 years ago. But that one year of singlehood got me thinking about the close friends whom i neglected. Gotten me thinking on how they have all stood loyally by my side when iwas in trouble.
That's why in my current relationship with Alvin, friends became our priority in our lives too. Meet ups with Serene, Fang, Jun, Min and Mel (when she was still in SG) keeps me sane and really, all those bitching and girls' talks that we have alway brings me away from my hectic life in school. I believe that at times, moments away from him does the relationship good. And i think he shares the same sentiment as well. We can't possibly leeched on each other every day. That's crazy.
Iknow we are all reaching 21 and fast becoming adults. But really, with his strings of flings and such in the past, you ought to be more careful. As quoted by myself in an email: "To me, if you're gonna neglect your friends for a guy who seemed to be only interested in f**king you, then you're prolly the most screwed-up person in this world. But what can i say, love is blind." Yes, that was harsh but did you know the detriment that your fellow good friend suffer when you subtly threw her out of the room to sleep with your boy? That is so maddening.
Yes, iam angry. But iam so helpless as well that i cant do anything. you're so far away from me. And girl, iam particularly worried about you. Anyway, do call me when you can, yes? imissyou girl.
Digressing to another issue. I just can't stay out of trouble. Or rather, trouble can't stay out of my range. Remember this - entry -?
An anonymous call from someone perverted. It has been too long since he last called. I clean forgot about it until 3 days ago, he called again. He sounded really like diver-Alvin yknow. In addition, that call was a private number and coincidently, Alvin was at Malaysia for his diving course. I mistaken that caller for him as their voices were sooo similar. The conversation started getting dirty and such. iwas a little suspicious but didn't say much. It was until alvin called me on the other line that i realised the truth. By then, that freaking pervert hang up and promised to call back on friday evening.
I chose to pick up his call the next day. Just wanted to find out his identity before slamming the phone on him. And you know what, he was DIY-ing while on the line with me. Telling me stuff like: "When i shower this morning, i can visualise you standing behind my back, showering me." That is so ewwww. Anyway, i only managed to get some redundant and useless infor outta' him. He lives at upper bukit timah. Working adult and he claimed that we had some intimacy with me and that is the ultimate bullshit! Iknow i could have just hung up or don't pick up his call. But iam curious about his identity can?
I convinced myself that it was some kind of a mistaken identity and hung up when he was still talking. As expected, he called me back twice. Freak! I didn't pick up though. And yknow what, he messaged me. I took a double-look at the identity of that pervert. Lemme' put it in this way. I got the biggest shock in my entire life. It was actually an ex-colleague of mine. I met him a year back. Yes, he did try to date me but i rejected. I mean, hello, you're only 10 years younger than my dad. You can be my father man! Whatever it is, iam so traumatised by the entire affair. Sickening. Alvin is so ready to slam his fists into his f**king face.
I met up with jun and fang last friday. As quoted by darling jun: "Everytime when i read stuff like girl attracting older guys, i will think of you." Duh, i think i can get along better with older guys. And in case you're wondering, Alvin is 28 this year. And i don't think that's old alright (: I tried to date guys close to my age but it just didn't work out. Too bad. Anyway, thanks Fang and Serene for being there when i needed you girls. I was so shaken on wed's night that i just have to sms you ladies at 1am.
iloveyoubabes <3
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