missing my boy
Have you ever felt your own emotions being so uncontrollable that you are at loss as to what to do?
I just felt it.
At Zouk, as well as at home.
I just feel like collapsing onto someone and weeped my heart out. During school days, my days just flew past so quickly that i could hardly catch my breath. Every minute and every second, i would be doing something. Be it project, homework, sending out emails, preparation for tests and exams. Every single moment was fully utilized. That was my way of putting aside love affairs to focus on my studies. I guess now that holidays are here, i can no longer get as busy as before. To be honest,
i really miss him.
I just felt it.
At Zouk, as well as at home.
I just feel like collapsing onto someone and weeped my heart out. During school days, my days just flew past so quickly that i could hardly catch my breath. Every minute and every second, i would be doing something. Be it project, homework, sending out emails, preparation for tests and exams. Every single moment was fully utilized. That was my way of putting aside love affairs to focus on my studies. I guess now that holidays are here, i can no longer get as busy as before. To be honest,
i really miss him.
i may not confide in friends about it or may have appear rather unaffected by his absence. Truth is, i was and still is. I just didnt show. Now i just wish, time to pass even faster. Guess i was getting impatient. But prolly people who went through this period with me will understand my anxiety.
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