Sometimes, i think,
i failed as a good friend.
Its just not in me to take initiative.
That's the real madeline.
But i know friendships will get stagnant if,
i continue this behavior.
Thus, i tried to change.
But i guess,
Its never enough.
Actually, when i start to pick up my life,
studies begin to take up most of my time.
Everyone knows that when school term starts,
iii mostly disappear.
I have to. Mom paid so much for my fees.
I cant let her down.
I have a committment.
Fraid somethings may need to be sacrifice.
I just dont have a choice.
If i could, i wish to have two sides of me.
One to study. The other to spend time with friends.
i failed as a good friend.
Its just not in me to take initiative.
That's the real madeline.
But i know friendships will get stagnant if,
i continue this behavior.
Thus, i tried to change.
But i guess,
Its never enough.
Actually, when i start to pick up my life,
studies begin to take up most of my time.
Everyone knows that when school term starts,
iii mostly disappear.
I have to. Mom paid so much for my fees.
I cant let her down.
I have a committment.
Fraid somethings may need to be sacrifice.
I just dont have a choice.
If i could, i wish to have two sides of me.
One to study. The other to spend time with friends.
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