at the airport
Iii be lying if i say i dont miss him. It has been more than a week since i heard from him. That certainly worries me. As everyone knows, i do think alot and have probably reach a stage where i became irrational. I dont know if the Indonesia earthquake does affect him in any ways. Yes, two different countries but they are connected by the same water. And if i remember correctly, he was supposed to be stationed at a rig in the open waters. It is worrying me. =(
Been getting the spells recently. Dont know if its the side effects of the medication but i doubt so. I had that same spells half year back. And the doc couldnt diagnose anything. Doc even suggested going to a specialist. I refused of course. Pretty ex i guess. Anyway, i do see the urgency to nurse myself back to health for, exams are coming. I cant fall sick and i dont want to.
Well, i realised iam not into my usual writing style. Just type whatever that comes into my mind. Rather unstructured i guess. But who cares. I met up with babe and fang last week. Speaking to them was kinda, tough? My thoughts were really scattered. But of course, they didnt mind. It wasnt like this in the past. I guess, there are some problems with my communication skills now. And sad to say, i dont remember things as well as i do in the past. Been pretty forgetful. JS bought me a book, "The Road Less Travelled by Scott Peck" after our meetup at Harry's. It was meant to be a surprise and of course, reading the letter he wrote was nice as well. Yes, i have made another well-deserving friend at smu. Thanks dude. =)
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